Saturday, January 31, 2004//
haha embarked on my mission of 1k puzzle =) heeZ. rocks. yep. and my section rox today too =) heeZ
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:12 AM
Wednesday, January 28, 2004//
just realised something. if yu're down.. should go cheer up someone who's even more down. cos firstly yu won't feel like yu're bugging someone with your stupid problems.. secondly yu'll get your mind off your problems. and thirdly yu know yu're helping somone. at least that's what i feel now.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:50 AM
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"We can try to avoid making choices by doing nothing, but even that is a decision."
-Gary Collins
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:41 AM
Tuesday, January 27, 2004//
i am getting incoherent due to the lack of sleep. heh. 3 sleepless nights.. lol. anyway, ya been doing stupid things arnd school and stuff. pe today rocks. we were dismissed at 430 cos of the rain =) was bumming arnd the band room clearing scores then left with livia n met up wif glenda. the trio again! =) heeZ. yep bugis.. finally somewhere not very in town. walked arnd.. tho i was like half dying at the start.. grr. then neoprints! haha. that's just us. =). dinner at seoul garden. stupid livia took so much chicken n mushrooms.. haha. and glenda became the all-ball girl.. lol. took all the fish/sotong/unknown balls.. haha. then took a lot of crazy pics with glen's digi cam.. heeZ. should haf brought mine along. ggrrrr. just reached home. think i shud go slp soon. don't want a 4th night coming.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:00 AM
Monday, January 26, 2004//
ahh. damn. i could have saved a life. if only i was earlier. was reaching home. then saw this idiotic cat with some mouse/hamster/rat in its mouth. and the rodent was still alive. struggling and squealing there. and i don't know what made me run up to scare the cat. but that moron. just ran away with the mouse/hamster/rat still in it's mouth. and went into some little hole by the drain. grrrr.. i like rodents. i used to have hamsters. and looking at one in that state.. and i couldn't even get the cat away. sigh. useless.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:27 AM
Saturday, January 24, 2004//
hmm what am i feeling now? euphoric? maybe that's too strong a word. not exactly very high. but just this pleasant feeling.. feels quite good and stuff. maybe it's cny. didn't go anywhere the past 3 days.. just stay at home and slack. piano.. gunbound.. listen to music in my room. quite happy the way it is.. just that there's no income. but ah heck. yeap. went to alison's hse yesterday.. heeZ. known her for like the 6th yr.. and my first visit. lol. yeap. had lunch at pizza hut at tampines mall.. =) the far east side of singapore. ah well. thanks to 969. and then went to alison's house.. was just lying arnd on her bed listening to music.. band music.. kinda miss those rgssb days. then we started on bridge. what's better than bridge in a comfy aircon place with your closest friends and beautiful music? yeap it felt really good then. and then stupid xh said she was bridge-saturated and so we switched to asshole daidee.. heeZ. ok i upped from a toilet bowl to the president larh.. =) yeap. and then we went home on 969 again. was raining the whole day. nice weather. been cool and nice from yesterday. it is still nice now. a pity i can't slp anymore. but ah well. doesn't matter. nice and quiet now =) only light music at my ears =)
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:52 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2004//
a whole mix of feelings all over again. started off the day feeling alright. then it's frustration. then perc ensem. went to lunch wif alison ginny xh at cafe cartel. was tired.. but halfway i perked up. and saw this damn nice jigsaw of an orchestra. 1k pieces. grr. fell in love with it the moment i saw it. ah well. but ya my wallet was empty. anyway that aside. reached home.. and left hse soon enough. for dinner. grr. and saw mao there too. what a surprise. somehow.. after dinner.. was walking by the tanks with all those fishes and crabs and stuff. and then i felt a tinge of sadness. i mean.. how helpless would they feel? being cooped up in a totally disgusting condition.. just waiting to be killed and stuff. but ya. felt a bit better after looking up at the stars with my bro. came back and played on the piano. started off alright. then felt frustrated/demoralised when i started on beethoven's 'rage over a lost penny'. guess i prob felt what he felt.. just that mine is 'rage over the loss of the ability to play the piece'. i mean.. a piece i love a lot. practised v hard to get it decent. and now it's down the drain 'cos i haven't practised it for like 1 yr plus. sigh. happens all the time. then went on to beethoven's 'pathetique'. second movement. at least still could express what i couldnt express in words in decent playing. at least i felt the music was what i was feeling. some bit of satisfaction there. but still. sigh. ok. must cheer up. cny. hmm.. g minor.. probably the key to describe what i currently am feeling
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:02 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2004//
kk the past few blogs are far from entertaining. anyway yeap. tues today. 510 day. heh. but survived it anyway. was kinda in hol mood.. esp during the lecs.. cos i was like totally not paying attention.. just day dreaming.. haha. and got called twice in phy tut cos i was like staring into the air. haha. after that met up wif my p-sch exklasmate for dinner.. haha been a really long time since we last talked larh. heeZ. and now back home. my eyes screwed. did pe without specs and felt like a blind mouse. grrrr.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:30 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2004//
weekend. finally. and a long day too. heh. v tired. grrr..
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
3:54 AM
Friday, January 16, 2004//
the week's finally ended. feels like a long week. tired. -nothing to say-
[Speech was given to man to conceal his thoughts.]
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:56 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2004//
lesson learnt today: crying makes you tired. therefore you shouldn't cry
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:42 AM
Sunday, January 11, 2004//
i know what i want. and yu have no right to tell me what i wanna do with my life.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:46 AM
Friday, January 09, 2004//
hmm friday. for once. 1150 day~ quite a slack day i think =) had the chinese peeps had lunch wif laoshi.. then got home. quite early. the peaceful house. no one at all. so i practised.. till my parents came back.. and broke the serenity. ahh.. how i wish i have a prac room to myself. blah. should make plans now. look out for banks to rob etc. bah. pressed for time.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:34 AM
Tuesday, January 06, 2004//
The Oracle: Everything that has a beginning has an end.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:40 AM
Thursday, January 01, 2004//
hmm. first day of the yr. should at least post something on this significant day. tho i don't see anything with the first day of the yr. woke up wif a headache and just aching all over. drank a bit too much last night i think. either that or it was too strong. yeap. was feeling shit last night. but guess more alright today. at least 4 hrs of piano helps to get me outta that shit. heeZ. just physically not in condition. lol. sch tmr.looking forward to it. and dreadin it at the same time. hEeZ.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:06 AM
