Saturday, February 28, 2004//
i still miss rg band. darn how i wish i'm still there. but again, i wanna get done with things.. heh. what an irony. nvm. 29th feb. leap yr. ah well. special day since it comes once in every four yrs. but ah well.. if yu think abt it that way, then every day is special cos there's only one feb 29 2004. heh. obsessed with stupid things with date/time etc now. heeZ. figures. but not math.. how sad. ok nvm.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:16 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2004//
feeling funny now. contradicting feelings. but ah heck. at least it's not negative at the moment. just feels like a roller coaster.. the ups and downs. grr. the week is ending soon. yay. looks like the only things i look forward to are the ends. end day for each sch day. weekend for each wk. end of yr (?) i don't know. shouldn't think so far. don't have much to think abt anw. look forward and i see darkness. heh. but ah well. life's like that
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:21 AM
Saturday, February 21, 2004//
"One of the most adventurous things left us is to go
to bed. For no one can lay a hand on our dreams."
-E. V. Lucas, 365 Days and One More
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
10:46 PM
Monday, February 16, 2004//
bloody pissed. some freaking asshole of my brother. trust me to write a gp essay on 'the only child in a family is a lucky child' damn now i feel like tearing it and rewriting in a totally opposing view point. damn. that jerk been messing arnd with the pc. caused me to lose my folder twice!! wtf.. first time cos he went to format the damned pc. and now goodness knows what he did with it and i lost everything again. after trying so hard to recover it. damn. can't he even have the common sense to save it first or just at least tell me or smthng? darn the world is full of idiots. !*&@#^)*&6
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:05 AM
Friday, February 13, 2004//
euphoria short lived.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:07 AM
//
[Sometimes it hurts more than we can bear.If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace..but we would be hollow..
Empty rooms shuttered and dank.Without passion we'd be truly dead]
interesting line i found
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
2:04 AM
//
friday the 13th today. heeZ. and yeap i really stayed home. like what i've been saying abt how i shud stay at home just in case some flower pot falls on my head. nah but not that. wasn't feeling well last night. flu and stuff. heh. looks like i'm bound to stay at home today. internal geomancer advises me to do so. heh. but feels good. piano in the morning. makes me realise the things yu can do when yu have a day entirely free. then conked out in the afternoon for like 1 plus hrs. grr. but ya solitude feels good. being at home without much disturbances. heh. for once i'm feeling a bit better than how i was feeling the past few days. maybe i should fall sick more often =)
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:41 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2004//
ending it is as hard as maintaining it. damn i just cant do it.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:38 AM
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b²-4ac<0. there is no real solution. complex roots may exist. but even then it's too complex for my simple mind.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:18 AM
Saturday, February 07, 2004//
realised something these few days. it's possible to cry and not shed a tear. just that it hurts even more.
long day today. band prac. esplanade. alumni prac. tired. shall go to sleep. how i wish i can choose not to ever wake up again.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:33 AM
Thursday, February 05, 2004//
Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:53 AM
Monday, February 02, 2004//
mission accomplished. completed my mega puzzle in 3 days. accompanied by back aches and neck aches. but heck. did nothing this long wkend except for that puzzle and piano-ing. ah well. to hell abt work. shall worry when the wk comes.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:37 AM
