Saturday, March 27, 2004//
i'm a percussionist. yet there's this triangle i just can't play.
i'm an f math student. yet i can't solve anything for this triangle.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
3:52 PM
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totally tired. sick and tired. very. don't know what i'm doing.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:13 AM
Friday, March 26, 2004//
why am i feeling lost again. common test is over. school will start again. n everything will start piling up again. actually had the time to practise for 5 hrs today. when would i ever get such luxury again? ok enough of those. gotta enjoy this weekend to the max. but i really don't know what's this feeling i'm having inside. someone tell me pls.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:30 AM
Wednesday, March 24, 2004//
To see a world in a grain of sand
and a heaven in a wild flower,
hold infinity in the palm of your hand
and eternity in an hour.
-William Blake
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:57 AM
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hmm. at this rate i'm goin i don't mind having common tests everyday. there's suddenly so much time. just feeling free and stuff. quite a nice feeling to have. heh. i don't want lessons to start.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:56 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2004//
back from the trip. spent quite a lot of time in the plane. heh. ah tired. in every sense. think i'm gonna die for common test. but ah well heck i'm dead enough. grr. how i wish i've lost my passport then and got stuck in paris or smthng. alone. ah well. ah don't know what i'm thinking now. shall blog again after i've organised my thoughts.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:29 AM
Saturday, March 06, 2004//
darn i think i think too much. sian. myriad of feelings. from the start before i went for band prac. till mid-day. then ended with alumni prac. can't sort it out. really tired now. already have so much to think abt. and can just feel my own psychology cracking. nvm. when it exceeds the limit it will.
[i'm answerable only to myself.]
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:24 AM
Friday, March 05, 2004//
had slightly more time today. short day and a lot of breaks. been thinking a lot this week.. maybe too much for my own good. but ah well. just goes on. phoned my tchr to fix a lesson.. and the first thing she asked was 'where were you? haven't heard from you for ages i thought you disappeared.' lol. made me realise how much time has passed since my last lesson. anyway nvm. yep been kinda outta this world these days. k maybe not completely out. in and out kinda thing. it's funny how the mood can take a complete turn within such a short time. parents not in sg. went to attend a wedding in indo. miss that place. an empty house. something i've been longing for. living with my bro.. hmm. not a nice thing esp since we're warring now. nvm. at least it's still quiet and stuff. it's funny how the mind works. been wishing for the end of each day and stuff.. but when time passes and yu look back.. yu wish yu were back there. i don't know. blog surfed just now. and i realised there are some people whom i haven been keeping in contact with. sigh.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
2:45 AM
