Wednesday, April 28, 2004//
darn. miss saigon soundtracks are damn nice. downloaded and ended up not doing work the whole night. and still thinking. sigh.. like it a lot a lot.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:15 AM
//
THE LAST NIGHT OF THE WORLD
CHRIS
in a place that won't let us feel
in a life where nothing seems real
I have found you
I have found you
KIM
in a world that's moving too fast
in a world where nothing can last
I will hold you
I will hold you
CHRIS
our lives will change, when tomorrow comes
KIM
tonight our hearts drown the distant drums
CHRIS
and we have music all right
tearing the night
the song
played on a solo saxophone
a crazy sound
KIM
a lonely sound
BOTH
a cry that tells us love goes on and on
played on a solo saxophone
it's telling me
to hold you tight
and dance like it's the last night of the world
CHRIS
on the other side of the earth
there's a place where life still has worth
I will take you
KIM
I'll go with you
CHRIS
you won't believe all the things you'll see
I know 'cause you'll see them all with me
BOTH
if we're together that's when
we'll hear it again
the song
played on a solo saxophone
a crazy sound
a lonely sound
a cry that tells us love goes on and on
played on a solo saxophone
it's telling me
to hold you tight
and dance like it's the last night of the world
KIM
dreams
were all I ever knew
CHRIS
dreams
you won't need when I'm through
BOTH
anywhere
we may be
I will sing with you
our song. . .
BOTH
so stay with me
and hold me tight
and dance
like it's the last night of the world
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:14 AM
Monday, April 26, 2004//
interesting. uploaded my pics. took 26 pics on 26 apr. what a coincidence =)
rox.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:20 PM
//
didn't get a chance to blog yesterday. 26th apr. the day when melody first took me in sec 1. the day i first held a pair of drum sticks. the day i got out of odac and officially joined rj band. and vox stellarum.. probably the last time i'm playing on the esplanade stage. ya. finally a concert i could get on and off the stage feeling happy. after ages of having not-so-happy concerts. yep. was supposed to go to swensens at crown prince for supper. but ah well wasn't feelin towards the end so just went home larh. and self proclaim hol today =) really like this feeling a lot
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:25 PM
Saturday, April 24, 2004//
A GRAVEYARD
(A mausoleum with hanging moss. In the centre a
pyramid of skulls in front of a cross.)
CHRISTINE
You were once
my one companion . . .
you were all
that mattered . . .
You were once
a friend and father -
then my world
was shattered . . .
Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
wishing you were
somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,
somehow you would
be here . . .
Wishing I could
hear your voice again . . .
knowing that I
never would . . .
Dreaming of you
won't help me to do
all that you dreamed
I could . . .
Passing bells
and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental,
seem, for you,
the wrong companions -
you were warm and gentle . . .
Too many years
fighting back tears . . .
Why can't the past
just die . . .?
Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
knowing we must
say goodbye . . .
Try to forgive . . .
teach me to live . . .
give me the strength
to try . . .
No more memories,
no more silent tears . . .
No more gazing across
the wasted years . . .
Help me say
goodbye.
-The Phantom of the Opera.
Wishing you were somehow here again.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:27 PM
//
cadenza 9. yesterday actually.. if yu wanna look at the time. just got home. v tired. maybe in a way i thought it would have been better if time had stopped at cadenza 7. then nothing else has to take place. at least that's when i have yet to learn how to feel. sigh.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
9:29 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2004//
2004 2004. tried sending an sms to myself at 2004 hrs..only to realise that my clock on the hp is not in synchrony with the network's. ah well. it reached me at 20:06 instead. sad. ah well. i shall see if i happen to remember any of these dates next time
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:09 AM
Monday, April 19, 2004//
"Look at everything as though you were seeing it for the first time or the last time. Then your time on earth will be filled with glory."
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:55 AM
Sunday, April 18, 2004//
haven't been this happy for very long. this just feels good =) was still down in the dumps in the morning.. but somehow everything just lifted towards the afternoon. then went online when i was quite high. and think everyone would have thought i was nuts. but ya. haven't had this feeling for ages. it comes without reason.. ah well. maybe that's why it's called emotions. happiness and unhappiness.. just comes and goes. =)
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:52 AM
Friday, April 16, 2004//
cadenza 8 anniversary. 2 yrs. can't seem to remember it very clearly. didn't remember it well in the first place. think was too overcome with emotions then. ah well. hopefully cadenza 9 would be something beautiful to store in the memory. cfps sch anni too. and i wonder how everything is there. place where i experienced purely happiness. no other kinds of complex feelings or struggles of any sort.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:14 AM
Thursday, April 15, 2004//
i await the day insanity overcomes me
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:27 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2004//
today 4 yrs ago and today 7 yrs ago. cadenza 7 and the 26th annual 5-school combined sports meet. both are beautiful memories that i hold dear. sigh. i miss rgssb and those days.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
12:33 AM
Friday, April 09, 2004//
[nothing is so good it lasts eternally
perfect situations must go wrong
but this has never yet prevented me
wanting far too much for far too long]
don't know what i'm been thinking. been feeling lost these days. finally the long awaited long weekend. but i'm still feeling numbed out.
quit putting my emotions on the roller coaster. i'm sick of it.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
2:34 AM
Sunday, April 04, 2004//
8 hrs. and all i got is a pair of hands that hurt like mad and minimal results. trash. and to think i've been rushing late nights just to free today so i can practise. damn. need some sense knocked into me.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
3:35 AM
Saturday, April 03, 2004//
040404 today.. interesting.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:15 PM
