Wednesday, June 30, 2004//


slaugthered. c math ppr ended. and i felt as if i had just sat for n f math ppr. darn.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:38 AM





Tuesday, June 29, 2004//


ahh haha emily just came. haven't seen her for ages. heeZ my dearest p-sch exklasmate. lol. did so many funny things together. those carefree days. only laughter. no tears. sigh. heeZ. ah gotta go back to muggin chem again. think im quite dead. wasted one whole day. grr


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:40 AM





Friday, June 25, 2004//


demoralised.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:04 AM





Thursday, June 24, 2004//


went to the zoo today. haven't been there since p sch. lol. yep and the squirrels are damn cute~ and some funny animal show.. haha wonder if the sea lions are really that smart. heeZ. then it's bugis and ramen. happening day. happy birthday.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:01 AM





Wednesday, June 23, 2004//


my tchr came today. piano tchr frm indo. haven't seen her for 8 yrs(?). brought her student here to take an exam. the trinity board doesn't send examiners to indo. haha. yep got banged by her when i played my pieces. exactly what i wanted. a strict and particular tchr who'd pick on the nitty gritty stuff of articulation and touch. was quite demoralised after that larh. would have cried if i was given more privacy to. anyway, think she's not so fierce to her students now. heeZ. used to fear her a lot back there. me and my tantrums. how she'd just whack my hand if i don't practise. put needle beneath my wrists so that i'd keep my hand up when playing -that i'd nv forget- countless scoldings. tears. and i tore my exam book in front of her cos i refused to play that time. ya. nostalgic. think i was a damn bad student then. and i was pleasantly surprised at her memory. the things she remember. and she remembered abt mellisa and my bro too -and his bad temper of course- ya. wish she's my tchr again. ah thinking back on those days. didn't appreciate her till after i got to sg and she stopped teaching me. sigh.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:04 AM





Tuesday, June 22, 2004//


why must photos fade? lookin at some pics that were taken when i was really small. interesting. and nostalgic.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:02 PM





Sunday, June 20, 2004//


ah waiting for my students to come. a bit of spare time. shall blog. nothing much recently. just some going out.. another wk is over. darn the hols are passing too quickly. hmm. finally framed my jigsaw -after eons- now it's hanging nicely on the wall at the top of my bed. nice (",) and finally got myself a copy of the schubert piece. hmm and now i need a player. lol


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:09 PM





Saturday, June 19, 2004//


happy birthday rgssb. don't know what got over me today. crazy feeling


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:31 AM





Tuesday, June 15, 2004//


damn it i'm in love with schubert's fantasia in f minor.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:14 AM





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haha thanks to youwei.. i decided to go on google and typed octa into the search engine. here's what i found.
OCTA:
Oxidising Capacity of the Tropospheric Atmosphere
Ohio Community Theater Association
Ocean Conservation and Tourism Alliance
Oregon - California Trails Association
Oregon Cable Telecommunications Association’s
Organic Chemistry Teachers Association -yikes-
Oregon Cannabis Tax Act

interesting


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:29 AM





Monday, June 14, 2004//


i just realised. the time that my last blog was a palindrome.. 10:01 =) okie. that aside. 06032003 28122003 14062004. nvm. piano lesson today. and then met up with youwei for lunch. haha and before that we were at tangs lookin at all those demos.. haha and was wondering if we could have free lunch there. anw was just watching this salesman trying to promote his mop larh.. quite funny cos we seem to be the only kids there. but ah well. we did help to attract a crowd larh. that man betta be thankful. yep finally made our way to esplanade. carried on with our lion-photo-taking-spree from last wk. heeZ and saw alison n hewhui there.. studying math. heeZ. and yeap found the chopin polonaise my tchr wanted. wanted to study at the library.. but got chased off. then we were deciding between hagen daaz and mrs fields. then we were attracted to hagen daaz cos it was playing fly me to the moon and kinda liked the music there. haha spent 8 bucks on a triple scoop icecream. yesh. and stupid youwei. went to foot the bill without telling me. left me like an idiot standing there trying to pay up at the end. when he walked away. darn. yep then after that he left. went to study a bit at delifrance then went home. 857.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:27 AM





Thursday, June 10, 2004//


feeling a lot better from the morning. after coming back frm my rg section outing. of percs'02. yep we had lunch at pizza hut at ps. and thanks to glenda the 10 of us had 5 pizzas.. and all those miscellaneous shit to finish. yep. apparenly i couldn't finish my load.. haha. and our usual talk-rot session.. think we ended up eating for like 2 hrs and joking.. -ahem ahem- yep. after that we walked to heeren.. wanted to take neoprints. and on our way there we met mandy tong.. doin some cip thing for some kidney foundation bleagh. yep. and finally. 10 pple into the neo-print machine. and all sorts of funny faces. and the decoration part was funny. and after we got done with those.. our section batch and the sec 4s figured that we've not had enough of neo-print taking.. and so we took more. heeZ. crazy bunch of percs. ah well. at least the outing got rid of whatever shit i was feeling yesterday/this morning bleagh. yep love yu guys lots =) rgssb percussion rox. friendliness*humility*responsiblity


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:01 AM





Wednesday, June 09, 2004//


totally disgusted with myself. wish i hadn't existed


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:17 PM





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watched potter yesterday. wasn't as good as i've expected. investiture today. nvm not in the mood to blog now.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:14 AM





Monday, June 07, 2004//


band chalet. met up with swe n olivia at raffles place at 415 before making our way to tanah merah station. heh. think swe had enough of me n olivia during the entire journey. poking fun at her and -ahem-. yep. and at the station shifeng olivia swe and i were just blatantly bridging away. and so were another 2 gps of people =) and we didn't get chased out!! heeZ. miracles do happen =) reached the chalet at like 5 plus.. and the first thing i did was bridge! yeeshen nicmai and alex.. heeZ n how yshen was forever on a losing streak -grins- yep then they decided to do some bbqing.. and so i shifted over to the j1 side. continued with tzehao qiuli nicmai.. heeZ yep. after having our fill.. we had more bridge! heeZ. what with jensen and junyan subbing in for rounds when players are out. and after that youwei jialing n i were bored and so decided to just walk arnd on a photo-taking spree. n when we were walking past the swimmin pool i heard someone call my name. it was nicole. haha. together with huiyan estella iris. heeZ. and before i knew it i found myself in the pool. ok i was nuts. yep. then we decided to get off the baby pool n went into the adult pool. the slide rocked =)and soon enough pple started to join us. joseph amir eunice yeekiat gabriel peixuan zhongye. heeZ. and how they were saying we would look like coconuts bobbing up and down in the swimming pool. the night sky was beautiful. cos it was dark at the pool.. so the stars could be seen quite clearly. lots of them. yep. not wanting to get caught, we tried to synchronise our laughing fits with the planes that flew across the sky. and then..most unfortunately, a guard came..shone torchlight at us and chased us away. grr. yep went outside the chalet.. and then amir decided to start telling the whole bunch of us a sick joke. but apparently half of us didn't get what he was talking abt. heeZ. yep. sat arnd and played more bridge. eunice amir joseph n i. before we decided we wanted to get back to the pool again. yep. the moon was very bright. though not very round. and it was near midnight then. haha. so we were just walking by the pool side and amir was just saying how creepy/spooky things were. n we saw jialing sittin by the pool side. n yep soon enough the 4 of us were in the pool. n i was chattering.. stupid thing was so cold. the excitement only started when joseph saw a guard coming.. heeZ. all of us just ran outta the pool n hid behind the bushes behind the pool. having been chased out once we thought it wouldn't be a very gd idea to be caught a second time. n so we were just sitting behind the bushes thinking of what to do. and whether we should enter the golf course which was out of bounds. in the end we just sat there. the time then was 0005. wetting the grounds all arnd us, amir was like suggesting that joseph take out his shirt to wring it dry. heeZ what a pervert.. with 2 gals arnd.. heeZ. then he kept on volunteering to take off his (white) shirt so he could stand up to take a look without being seen. heeZ. thank gdness he didn't. yep. n when they got so close we could hear them talkin from behind the bushes we just kept silent.. heeZ. finally.. at 0020, when we heard no more noise coming from anywhere, we decided to head back to the chalet. n we met lum alex n weisiong too. heeZ. so yep i was freeZing so hurried back to take a bath. then attempted to slp but couldn't cos of some noise n the place was freaking cold. so ended up partyin wif swe n olivia n peiyan instead. then bridged some more.. n tried to slp in the kitchen. to no avail. finally went to bed at 445.. n woke at 730. solo morning stroll.. though there was nothing much to see. a failed attempt at a game of volleyball. slacked arnd in the morning with the gals. and yep learnt a few new things. interesting. went to east coast park in the afternoon. n cycled. been long since i did that. felt gd. me, xh, swe, kenny, olivia n peiyan. heeZ. the weather was nice. not too hot but still sunny. yep. n towards the end xh n i had an icecream by the beach. the beach wasn't exactly appealing though. quite dirty. but the breeze was nice. tried to find a breakwater to sit on.. but couldn't. and then i had to leave. n yep so guess that's abt it. thankful there were no roaches at night. heeZ. rocks. but i wonder how the rest of them are gonna survive thru tonight. i'm shagged.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:17 AM





Saturday, June 05, 2004//


empty. this feelin inside me. a wk of the hols has passed. somehow don't feel like i have accomplised much. piano. going out. the day is almost gone. i've done nothing except for some unproductive practise in the morning. teaching after that. and in the afternoon was just reading a book and then stoned on my bro's bed. even now i don't know what i wanna do. kinda lost. and i don't know why. and to think that i was so looking forward to hols a few wks ago. got work to do, and yet somehow i can't get down to doing them. darn i need distraction now. been idling my life away. listening to the clock tick.. moments of life slipping away. want someone to talk to. somehow something's not right. ugh. i'd go to slp if not for being so awake now.


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:03 AM





Tuesday, June 01, 2004//


heeZ yet another not-so-boring day. had elections in the morning. then after that youwei n i were just piano-ing away in lt4. haha then a bunch of guys said they wanted to change in the lt.. so i left.. then youwei decided he din wanna watch the free show..so he got out too. but we went back in in a while. yep n then we decided to have lunch. and met the whole bunch of bandits.. gab yshen nsw chiang jinxun kenny -did i miss out any- haha. then yshen n gab decided to roam in town.. i was supposed to go back to practise. n youwei went wif me too.. and then along the way somehow i changed my mind.. n youwei n i ended up at the 111 bus stop wif the 2 of them. heeZ. then just walked arnd wisma.. geeZ i dunno guys can shop too.. haha. yep and were damn stupid at lido. ended up queueing.. but when we got to the end of the queue we still din know what to watch.. so we walked away in the end. walked down orchard road.. and started taking pics like some idiots. tourists rather. haha. then we landed ourselves at cine. and decided to watch van helsing. n soon yshen left us to go to the doc. n so 3 of us were just stoning outside bk n decided to write some stupid story.. crap. yep. n finally 1 hr was over. n time for movie. a pretty alright movie.. tho i won't say it's exceptionally gd or anyth. but ah well. heeZ. had to rush home cos my mom wasn't feeling too well and gotta buy some food back for her. but at least it's been a more-happening-than-usual day. =)


--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:49 AM


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