The tranquility of the ocean...

Thursday, September 16, 2004//

i don't believe in eternity. and i don't believe in forever. perhaps it was just me wishing for too much. looking too much into things. this is an everchanging world we're in. change is the only constant. things change, people change. and some things are just beyond our control. many things just come and go i guess. euphoria. comes and goes like anything. friendships. comes and goes too. and i wonder why i'm so bothered by it. do you even care. so much for friends forever and all those stuff. probably just been living in a dream. yu'll hafta wake up one fine day anw. and that's when yu realise that day isnt exactly fine actually.

--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:16 AM

Friday, September 03, 2004//

hmm blogging this for yesterday. haven't felt so tired for so long. was at a seminar hosted by abrsm from 9 to 5. haha went with my ex piano tchr who came all the way frm indo and her student whom i just got to know the day b4. heeZ. and that place was like 99% females.. almost all were piano tchrs larh. made me feel like some noob there. but learnt quite a lot there nonetheless. just that towards the end i was freaking drained. even math lec was nv so draining larh. maybe after like 6 hrs or so it would larh. heeZ. anw after that was at esplanade. noven nic mai huiyan was there. and yq was there too. haha. interesting. photocopied more than 300 pieces of scores for my tchr. crazy. too bad was obliged to do so since she's like the elder. grr. yes. and then brought her arnd.. sg river.. the bridge. fullerton.. bleagh the to orchard and had dinner at scotts. sigh was tired like mad then larh. cos she bought a damn hell lot of piano books and then i helped her carry her stuff. and then on to tangs and those stupid handbags. darn. reached home at 11++. dying. and woke so early this morn =( cant go back to slp. grr. another tiring day awaits me.

--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:40 PM