Sunday, October 31, 2004//
"There's nothing remarkable about it. All one has to do is hit the right keys at the right time and the instrument plays itself."
-Bach
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
3:28 AM
Friday, October 29, 2004//
back. and on my way home the full moon's my only company. the round moon against the dark night sky. starless. not the usual orange kind that i like, but it's beautiful nonetheless. in a different way. the gloomy sky somewhat provided a contrast to it. solo walk around bugis -or was i reaching somewhere near chinatown?- solo night walk. only noticed the moon on my way back to the bugis station. a pity. sigh. dunno what the hell's wrong with me. the whole world seems to be banging me. was irritated right from the morning. parents. everyone. noon. evening. yea. and yu don't know what i need. i don't need someone to show all those impatience and irritation at me. i'm irritated enough. came home and hoped i'd feel better. and within minutes i regretted coming home so early. parents just had to bang on me again. i wish i was out somewhere out there. just another person.. anyone... to gaze at the moon with me. i don't mind doin that thru the night. at least there's nothing to bother me abt. and hopefully the someone won't make it any worse for me. would just appreciate company. walking home from khatib i looked up at the moon once in a while. it was cloudy. and windy too. but everytime i looked up, it's a different thing i see each time. how the moon is obscured by the clouds each time. rather interesting. it's in times like this that yu know that even when there's not a single soul by your side, there are still things to keep yu company and for yu to appreciate. it's been a crap day. and i hope i haven't existed. on the breath of an angel
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:59 AM
Monday, October 18, 2004//
Ah gotta hurry blog this before it turns 19. been the sweetest birthday i've had so far. with the well-wishes coming up throughout the day. practised at home in the morning. then went to meet ginny alison xh for lunch. sakae sushi. and as usual xh is late. heeZ -grins-. but was hyper then. and the retarded thing of calling for the bill and placing more orders at the same time. thanks to ginny. lol. unexpected. thought only alison is capable of such stuff. nvm. then went to big o for dessert =) nice nice. heeZ. the choc one was nicer than the coffee one tho. and thanks ya for the music dictionary. that's real practical. heeZ. yep was at esplanade. for a while. waiting. then off to eat chocolates. darn think i'll get fat. but that's not the point. haha. once in a while won't kill i guess. yep. haha. off to the soup spoon and got some mushroom soup and a sandwhich. after which i was led arnd not knowing where i was going. somehow i ended up on the nel and then at harbourfront. cable car was nice. kinda had dinner there. haha and the person tearing ticket was called amir. wanted to laff -grins- yep but that was v sweet. been a memorable day. kinda zonked out on the 855 back home. but ah well. heeZ. been yet another special birthday. happy happy =) thank you so much. it's been great
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:18 AM
Sunday, October 17, 2004//
heeZ tired now. but yep feels good. thanks everyone for your well-wishes. started the morning off with teaching. and my students so sweet. gave me some kinda cute keychain haha =) then it's going out in the afternoon. free hagen daaz icecream thanks to the starhub voucher. not exactly. gotta pay 4.40 for the chocoholic but that doesnt matter. went to suntec and watched wimbledon. heeZ. dinner at crystal jade.. la mian =) not bad larh. think got addicted to it like this yr. nvm. then was just walking arnd. played arnd with sparklers and candles at night. so sweet. when the clock struck 12 -or my watch rather.. it's quite accurate- msgs started coming in. jialing's a bit early haha =) so fine alison yu're on time =) but yep thanks lots k? and thank you for making my day. i'll remember this.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
10:07 AM
Saturday, October 16, 2004//
tired. haven't worked out for a long time. heeZ. kinda slacked the morning and afternoon off. a bit of math here and there. some piano. just kinda distracted.. moving between the piano and the desk and the computer. finally some constructive work at the gym in the evening. yep it's a lot better if yu're training with someone rather than doin it yourself. ah i've a feeling i'll start aching tmr. but haha that's tmr's prob. yep. heeZ -grins- somehow the workout feels good. =) happy happy
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:49 AM
Friday, October 15, 2004//
euphoric. haven't felt this way for v long. practised in the morning. was so distracted ended up playing flight of the bumblebee.. heeZ -buzz- yep and then was out at orchard in the afternoon. lunch at pastamania.. then got stuff from bits and pieces -grins- back to sch. and the j1s treating icecream. missed that cos i reached late. stupid 111. but nvm. poochis were really sweet. what with the funny lady-bird head wear and that funny kit. thanks lots k? didn't expect to get something 3 days in advance.. lol more like used to having belated stuff. and my dearest section mates too. a bag! just when i was about to get one.. lol. heeZ. perc-telepathy? or should i say 'incoherence'? haha. yep. and my jnrs too! heeZ. section pic. but shangjin is missing.. haha. civics. tkw not in sch. so some tchr took over. anw yep damn happy they pushed my fmath grade to an e. so now i've got my royal flush =) heeZ that's for playing bridge.. tho i haven't touched the deck of cards for ages. farewell assembly.. heeZ. spent half the time talking rot during award presentation. but i must say the video is kinda cool =) then rushed to vch.. a reed and mallet affair. heeZ free concert =) yep pictures at the exhibition by mussorgsky. kinda reminded me of rgssb days. tho that time i din really like the piece cos the perc parts were boring. haha this time round it was solo piano and percs. heeZ a change =) yep. and thanks herli for your puzzle and choc too. that was sweet. and to think that yu'd remember i like puzzles haha. went home drinking slurpee. the euphoria still high in me. whee~
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:07 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004//
it's been nearly a month since i last blogged. been feeling kinda lazy these days. rather unhappening as well. sick. a stupid cough and a blocked nose. owe this to the freezing lt yesterday. k that's not the point. tired. haven't done much today. went to the doc in the morning. then slept in the afternoon. sigh.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
1:35 AM
