The tranquility of the ocean...

Saturday, August 27, 2005//

it's been 6 yrs. so long yet so short. it felt just like yesterday. investiture '99.
puny little sec1s.. the band corridor. the fluster before performance.. the dinner at the canteen. the sitting around with the section. service medley. swan lake. dolores. the late cymbals.. flopped entry.. mr luk.. the music.. the goosebumps. sleeping handsome.. the hiccup in the skit.. so many things. still stuck in my memory. the main band.. la storia.. legend from yao.. nice. memories. true it's gonna fade over the years. but even if i forget everyth abt invest.. the bottomline is that this event is certainly one of the most memorable ones.

k enough of that. weekends. as usual.. the stress level shoots up high during weekends.
been thinking a lot.. esp today.
guess it's not easy being a teacher larh. so many things yu wanna do. and yet yu know yu're limited. mm.. nvm. i shouldn't be thinking too much.

--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:31 AM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005//

hmm don't know what's this i'm feeling now. nothing negative, just very mixed.
contented.. mixed.. at peace with myself. feels good.. and yet i don't know why.
listening to songs.. somehow not in the mood for classical music at this moment.
sch work.. piano.. enough to keep me occupied.. haha. guess all the nonsense in sch has done me some good =)
yep busy these days.. after 8 mths or so of slacking.. but still happy. dunno why. guess it's all in yu. whether or not yu've depressed n stuff depends or not yu allow yourself to be.. tried hard to convince myself during the wkend to stay positive.. at least it's worked this once.. mm. happy happy. hee.

--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:54 AM

Saturday, August 20, 2005//

mm.. suddenly a lot of thoughts in my mind..
stressful day yesterday.. all the make up lec and lessons.. haha chara gave me a hard time. but heck i still like her hee. it's weird.. irritated the hell outta me.. but bleagh she's still a nice gal larh. wished she doesnt have to take exam.. would have been more fun that way.
dinner at outta the pan.. haven't been there since i was wif xh gin ali a couple of yrs ago. then walked arnd raffles city.. and then we sat at the benches watching the jumping fountains.. nice. chopin etude op10/3 playing.. love that piece to bits. but the whole thing just felt so mindless.. my mind just cleared.. staring at the fountains.. listening.. nice feeling. suddenly i felt the stress gone.. [to be continued]

--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
9:41 PM