Saturday, January 28, 2006//
thoughtful morning.. what a way to start cny..
bleagh i need alcohol.. i need to get on a high again..
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
4:01 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006//
make that your point.
so where's the point?
and what's the point?
can't yu see the point?
looks like i gotta get to the point..
point point point.. i wonder if danielwong still remembers the bit abt pointing...
if the point can be specified by coordinates x,y,z in the 3 dimensional space, can the point be taken then?
so wat if the point is taken?
point-count for this entry (up to and including this one) = 13
looks like i'm beginning to be like kok siong
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
6:10 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006//
just back from watching memoirs of a geisha.. lala
tired now.. had like 3 hrs of slp last night haha
and bleagh gotta savour the last few moments of silence in my home..
think the living room tv being spoilt is one of the best things that's happened to me.. the past wk's been gd.. for practisin i mean. din have to care about people watching tv and disturbing them. the sad thing is, the tv's prob gonna get repaired tmr afternoon.. sigh. let's hope it's in an irreparable state.. and all the shops in sg happen to run out of tvs so my folks cant buy.. hmm i'm evil i know. lalala...
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:59 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006//
the week's over.. at last.
time to breathe.. -deep breath-
yep.. let's see..
14th jan06
ginny's bday.. haha that gal finally got what we've been owing her for 7 yrs.. =p
in between then and today.. mainly pracs.. piano piano piano... lala
21st jan06
lessons were good.. chara's mom gave me a tin of cookies.. and so did mr chong haha din expect that. and lol i realise chara's got sth for throwing things into the grand piano.. scores.. the notebook.. bleagh haha. everytime she refuses to play sth she'll just throw it into the piano haha so cute =) yep.. haha and my own lesson went fine too.. happy happy.. and lol food delivery came halfway.. so no more muesli bar for dinner.
accompaniment.. lala was a lot more relaxed then i expected myself to be haha.. and the bosendorfer concert grand in lt13 was nice =p and when the light shone.. the shadow from the word bosendorfer could be seen on the keyboard.. damn nice haha therapeautic effect =p
22nd jan06
practised in the morning.. beetho. and i finally finished learning the notes for that variations.. looks like i gotta go back to my franck soon.. did the prelude n chorale.. and was somewhat stuck wif the fugue. got put off and decided to side track to do the ss and beetho first.. lala looks like now the time has come i gotta do it no more procrastinating haha. happy enough tho.. at least i think for the ss and the beetho they are technically manageable hee. met wif moe for lunch then off to practise the other ss.. haha. the new original score was soon vandalised (hey mandy i picked this up from yu). lala.. entertaining scribblings.. just hope we won't be distracted by the nonsense we start laffin at each other when we play the next time =p (don't be a retard, kevin) haha. yep and what with the rain everyone's staying in we couldnt find a parking lot.. bleagh haha.. and found one just as we're abt to leave haha.. yep so zapped the score and came back haha.. went to the gym just now.. and ran around the condo.. and ugh i think i killed a snail just now.. bleagh. refused to look at it and continued running.. sucks i hate squishing snails.. and lizards too. was so disgusted when i saw a squashed lizard at the door frame.. bleagh. darn i love lizards.. tho i prefer the chameleon to house lizards haha.. but ah well.. both are fine for me =)
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:04 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006//
heh.. fri 13th.. nice date.
but screwed up day i must say.
what with the printing of notes.. got the font so big it looked like sth for kids when they first started to read.
bleagh.. but prac with grace was not bad i suppose.. for a first time.. and half sightreading..
lala biting off more than i can chew.. definitely..
one duo piece
two harmoc accomp pieces (one of which i have no score for)
three piano pieces in progress
plus maybe my polo again for next mth..
exciting enough i think i spend more time on the piano than on my books haha..
lala.. ambitious.. that's me.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:52 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006//
euphoric these days.. and i don't know why
somehow things are just going nicely
survived thru 6 hrs of lec today, and coaching was not bad =p
hee.. and it's the mega meet pple day today too! first it's gupta, then fiona.. and then candice.
wow haven't seen them in ages~ lala =p
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:53 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006//
hee.. to think i spent this morning the same way as i did last yr..
10jan05 i was at wx's place doin rhapsody in blue
10jan06 i was at moe's place doin the ss
haha.. wonder what i'll be doin 10jan07.. another piece maybe? haha
yep.. happy happy these 2 days actually.. i dunno why.. haha
maybe it's sch.. nice to see pple again =p and hol today and no sch tmr.. damn think i'm hooked to oc.. watching it like no one's business =) ah well.. lala.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:49 AM
Saturday, January 07, 2006//
the options are now opened.. time to decide and then go for it.
finally got into the mega prac mood again.. after having lost it since the yr started. spent like 9 hrs on the piano teaching/having lessons/practising.. mm..
bleagh. 'd be good that way too.. hope everyday'll be like this..
no need to think abt other stuff..
man i dunno euphoria can be so short lived.
mm why are humans such complex beings? and so delicate for that matter?
bleagh i feel superficial.. the real christine is hidden somewhere.. lost..
damn, now the slightest bit of euphoria's gone. christine, quit thinking and go back to the piano.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:23 AM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006//
Every now and then
We find a special friend
who never lets us down...
Who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend i have found...
I know you can't stay
a part of you will never ever go away
your heart will stay.....
I'll make a wish for you,
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
if you lose your way,
think back on yesterday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
I don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me,
no matter where I go
and I know that you'll be there
forever-more a part of me and everywhere
I'll always care.....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
and if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.
and I'll be right behind your shoulder,watching you
I'll be standing by your side, all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe,
you just believe....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
if life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
and if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
remember me this way.
o.....
this way.
remember me this way - jordan hill
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:56 AM
//
never felt more human than this..
are humans the creatures with the widest range of emotions?
fear.. pain.. hurt..
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:44 AM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006//
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they’re here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be,
There’s a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.
Why she had to go I don’t know she woldn’t say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Mm mm mm mm mm.
yesterday - beatles
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
11:13 PM
//
made one.. and broke one..
such is life.
nothing's perfect
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:29 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006//
why? why must things always turn out this way?
sigh was just thinking abt it this morning..
torn.
happened a lil too often. too much for my liking.
'm losing myself. get a grip, christine. this is only the start of the yr. more to come.
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
7:33 AM
