Wednesday, May 17, 2006//
was at ntu's band prac last night.. been almost a yr since i held a pair of sticks (ah count chopsticks out pls). haha yet the feeling of familiarity was still there.
haha and mr oura still recognizes me lol.. he came in, saw me, nodded and mouthed 'hello'.. haha. interesting. but he seemed blacker now too! arh the whole world's turning blacker..
yep but it felt gd to be behind the timps again haha and trying not to get lost haha.. and making funny faces at livia during free bars =p haha and i remember twirling my sticks and dropping them (even that feels familiar). hee so fun so fun..
whee i'm finally playin in a band again..
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
11:52 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006//
hee been a gd day.. but all these fine dining gonna burn a hole in my wallet!
heh.. met up wif amir and alfie for lunch =p
heh the rose milk was really nice.. mm the color i mean! yep haha =p
and lol haven't seen alfie since the gathering at mandy's place last yr.. hee
yep.. haha still the same old alfie.. can still remember how he used to suan during chem pracs and those morning walks to sch.. haha the most happening tutor i have i guess lol
and haha funky he treated both of us to lunch =)
happy birthday amir btw =) the big 2's here.. 2 decades on this earth!
yep after that it was some kind of walking arnd j8 to kill time before i met ali for dinner..
haha haven't seen that gal in a while and hey she turned black over the past 1.5 mth or so! haha
and so it was sakae sushi! and whoever said we're damn picky wif food? for once we took like less than 2 minutes to decide.. or rather, i took less then 2 minutes to decide. =p
walked arnd far east after that.. haha haven't done that in ages too.. yepyep.. heh we shld go out again soon la.. =)
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
8:58 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006//
thoughts over the past few days...
if yu try to hide your disappointment, or go to the extent of coming up with excuses for the party who causes the disappointment, it can actually be reduced.
the more yu harp on it the worse it just gets.. and maybe sometimes it's gd not to expect too much.
i need to quit smiling.. esp when i make mistakes in the piece haha.. bad habit =)
"so are you happy with your performance?"
-funny look-
"ah you're never happy with your playing. you're a perfectionist"
mm.. wouldn't say it was a bad one just now.. tho i think it could have been better.. ah well it always can.. haha.
ah well right now i really don't know what to expect haha.. progress is like the natural logarithm curve.. flattening out at the top as x approaches positive infinity. sometimes i don't know what's keeping me going heh.. or that i have to deceive myself that there's actually some progress there. ah well.. deception or not.. whatever works.. i don't care heh.
this gal who also played the k576.. nice and friendly. the relaxed feel of talking to a stranger.. not really that much of a stranger i've heard her last yr.. but guess it's the first time we talked today. yep if only pple in this world can be friendlier.. heh.
heh these few days' been going good i guess.. what i expected to be a raise in fees resulted in a raise in pay instead =p
heh but parents're away now.. 13 days! this was day 1 of shit-eating and being part-time housewife.. think i'm just gonna go eat boiled stuff for lunches when i'm not gg out cos i'm just too lazy to get outta the hse.. for now.. mushrooms sausages beancurd kelp.. whatever there is in the fridge shall suffice..
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
9:02 AM
Monday, May 08, 2006//
i am proud of chara. at least i think she learns faster than people who are almost 14 yrs her snr..
at least she knows if she's done sth that pisses me off she wont do it again.. haha.
strange a chemical engineer doesn't know what an irreversible reaction is.. poor kok siong..
but ah well.. nah enough of that.. bad for health.
the past few days have been good.. until now actually.
let's see..
3rd may o6
went to settler's cafe wif peiyi tiff n selina.. was damn lot of fun.. shall be back there soon =p
4th may 06
happy birthday bro!
and shopping too =p orchard at last!
5th may 06
camera shopping! love my new cam =p hee sony w30.. got it for 340!
family dinner at espla.. nice nice =p
6th may 06
no lessons at my teacher's sch! and met up with the bandits.. some of whom i've not seen in ages.. great to see them again =) and ha amir got the same cam as me! and he just bought it something like a wk before me! how cool =p poochi intuition hee
7th may 06
happy birthday brahms
back at espla again... think it's like the 4th consecutive day i'm in town..
and haven't watched a concert in like ages.. so it's abt time..
8th may 06
happy birthday my nokia 7260! =p maybe i shld buy it a cake and dip it in -grins-
one yr with me.. sent out arnd 12000 msgs or so.. hee poor thing gets pressed all the time..
and the countless time i've dropped it.. aww
impulse haircut! but i like it.. =p somehow haircuts have a therapeautic effect on me =p
--The calm ocean of the stormy sea--
5:16 AM
